Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive. You understand people better than they would like to be understood. Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details. You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on! Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

Hmm. Who would have guessed?

Well,

It is time I pull myself out of my journalling funk.

I'm really not quite sure what happened.

All I can say is that it went something like this.

I started writing,

I started getting comments that people were reading what I wrote.

Then I started getting comments that people liked to read what I wrote.

Then I started feeling anxious about what I wrote.

I wanted people to like what I wrote.

So I quit writing.

I don't know, maybe I'll try writing again..... 

Well, for all of you have wondered where my thoughts have been the last while I would like to give you the benefit of a discussion I have been involved in through the marvels of technology http://emerginganabaptism.com/board/ Subject 'Evangelical Anabaptism' under Topic 'Anabaptism'. 

For some, you may chalk it down as that crazy woman going off again.

Some might just think "huh?"

For the rest of you, tell me what you think.

By all indications,

we are going to have a baby.

Yee-ha, diapers here we come.

In other news we have done the State fair thing. We've seen the rabbits and chickens. Last night Gene and the boys went to the tractor pull.

I went to Hastings. A much better choice in my opinion.

The ladies Bible study started last thursday evening. We are studying spiritual gifts.We have a questionaire that we fill out to help us figure out our gifts. I did one last winter and the top three were: Word of Knowledge, Discernment, and Teaching.

Well, I filled out another one yesterday, and yup, tied for first place were; Word of Knowledge, Discernment, and Teaching. Unfortunately, the gift of Mercy slipped to the very bottom of the list. 

I wonder if it has anything to do with being pregnant?

Ok, I hope nobody faints from shock.

I am actually posting.

I'm not sure what has crawled over me.

Anyway I'm trying to get myself organized to start School again.

I went through the boys' clothes, giving away too little ones from Cedric. Going through a box of Jamison's too little ones for Cedric.

Cedric is quite attached to his clothes it seems. He particularly likes one he wore last winter with a furry racoon on it. But it's too small now. But he simply wouldn't hear of it to give it away. So I gave in. I let him keep it and we put it on his bear. It's a little big and it came off when bear took his nap. So I guess the shirt will be floating around the house for a while.

I got side tracked this afternoon. I came across a box of letters and cards I had sent my mom and she had saved ever since I wasn't living at home.

So I spent the next hour reading then again. I learned about things I did that I had forgotten I did. It's funny, right now it doesn't seem like I could forget what I'm doing now in ten years.

I miss my mom. It's been four and a half years since she's gone.

It just seems like a terribly long time since I've seen her.